continuing off of this mornin'... i just have to tell someone bout this, and chances are, someone is going to read this... today i had to go to an orthodontist apt. to get the things tightened... and my orthodontist meets me at the door... somehow, we got into the convo. about jail and drugs, and somehow he got me to pry out certain ppl i know who have been in jail b4. Let me tell you... the whole damn office tunned into our convo. as if a television showing friends was mounted in my head. then i got the 'talk' on drugs like i was in DARE. WHAT THE FUCK? at first i didn't think anything of it... but when i got home, and had my dad embarassed n' all, i don't know what to think. frankly i don't give a fuck what those people think...none of them are from my neck of the woods if you know what i mean, plus from all of the negative reactions i got, the probably made some EXTREMELY FALSE accusations... not to be ignorant or anything, but i bet you if they found out that all of the people that i was talking about were white, i wouldn't have gotten the same reaction that i had recieved from each and every person in there...

then there's kel. i don't know how to fucking approach her. i mean we barely talked today except for anything out of the norm... i can't tell if she's pissed still. the last time i tried to approach her, she ignored me... i dunno. but this is WAY to much drama, and it's over something dumb. i cant' take this BITCH shit... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH